Walk between lines

給自己的情歌: Nothing's gonna change my love for you

2009-09-17T21:05:00.000-07:00

Long Long time not updating my blog

If this blog is a place to purify sth,
it always serves its function

Life is too exciting in a sense that
it becomes overly emotional

Confrontation is what we should learn
How to do it tactfully?

Two different animals being together
Mm... really a hard task

For you, J

全世界失眠

2009-06-22T06:38:00.000-07:00

是的
對上的一次
是幾時呢

我不知道
是否做錯了太多
還是距離太遠

看著你的反應
無從估計
你的面𢤦心精

或許是

想起我不完美你會不會
逃離我生命的範圍
想著你的滋味我會不會
把這個枕頭變得甜美

想起白天的約會忘了晚上的咖啡
只怕感情如潮水遠離我夢中的堡壘

一個人失眠全世界失眠
無辜的街燈守候明天
幸福的失眠只是因為害怕閉上眼
如何想你想到六點如何愛你愛到終點

想起我的時候你會不會
好像我一樣不能睡
想像你的曖昧我會不會
數不到綿羊一雙一對

一個人失眠全世界失眠
無辜的街燈守候明天
幸福的失眠只是因為害怕閉上眼
如何想你想到六點
如何愛你愛到終點
如何愛你愛到終點

於心有愧

2009-06-08T21:09:00.000-07:00

不想提起
未敢忘記

如果我聽歌可眼紅
何以待你好偏不懂
自細做過多少美夢
慈悲的偉論
連乞丐喊窮心也痛
竟怕放懷擁抱你
讓你露歡容
追悔無用
轉眼發現你失蹤

曾聽說過
你某夜結婚未曾露笑容
實在不敢知道我是元凶
大概當初我未懂得顧忌
年少率性害慘你
令人受傷滋味
難保更可悲
這心地再善良
終生怎去向你說對不起

良心有愧
原來隨便錯手
可毀了人一世
立志助世人脫貧以爲
便偉大到像多麽有爲
這種剌猬
連誰曾待我好
都可帶來傷勢
被我害過來接受我跪
是我在制造眼淚
居然想救世

就算積儲獻盡饑荒赤地
而太多債沒處理
累人累己滋味
餘生也記起
數一數我實情不只得你
要說句對不起

於心有愧原來隨便錯手
可毀了人一世
立志助世人脫貧以爲
便偉大到像多麽有爲
這種剌猬連誰曾待我好
都可帶來傷勢
內疚內疚內疚沒作爲
直到某年某日
我能安息於葬禮

仍想你一家可到齊

給自己的情歌: life goes on

2009-04-07T13:09:00.000-07:00

離開喧嘩的城市　這闕歌襯托出色往事
琴聲天天呼喚我　邊唱邊走照哼Re Do La
雪白變得淡黃　那是晚空月光　從簡單中看迷茫

同行在這客套城堡　有喜總有悲　人海中飄泊
徘徊在這狹窄長梯　有高總有低　如不懂心計　能珍惜一切

回家一刻哼著唱　經典金曲掛口邊細嚐
如果一天失落了　傷過的他更懂得快樂
雪白變得淡黃　那是晚空月光　來簡單的向前看

同行在這客套城堡　有喜總有悲　人海中飄泊
徘徊在這狹窄長梯　有高總有低　如不懂心計　能得到更多

留在這客套城堡　有悲總有喜　人不要自危
隨時代走眼淚換這雙手　再辛苦也好　亦不要淡忘　前景多好看

不要淡忘

Pressure. Murmur. Pray

2009-04-07T13:05:00.000-07:00

A mistake not properly handled will escalate until it becomes out of your control.

If W is still with me, I know that I will not make the mistake.

Could I say that, ultimately, my love to Z may costs my job? (I know I should not have this as it carries no logical link.)

Worse, the mistake may result in a long run effect on some people’s rice bowls.

I always say that, I only need a few bucks to feed myself, and luckily mom and dad don’t need my money. This implies freedom, in some sense.

I can say that, it is the best I can do when I had been experiencing the dark age in my life, which consists of a double dose of sorrow of breaking-up, the eternal departure of the lady who bring me up, the change of status of my beloved sister, the serious illness of my dad, and a write-off of the work done for a whole month. It is God’s grace that I am still standing here.

But I know that what I lack is not the analytical power, language ability or the inter-personal skills. It is the insufficient understanding of how high stake is my job. And also the lack of the persistence to get the job done, even if it implies a lot of confrontation and debate with people from different positions. Being carried away by the less important tasks, I fail to concentrate on what matter most. Attitude towards the core business matters most.

I should salute to my colleagues: how can you guys survive in such a pressure cooker? How many sleepless nights you are having in a year?

Heartfelt thanks for the kindness of my friends and colleagues. I know that I have tons of friends, genuine friends who care about me. I cannot imagine life without them.

I recall the only time I see Z crying in front of me. My empathy to her, at that moment, is only superficial. Now I have in-depth understanding. May be more that that.

W is mostly correct on my personality. Some patterns are repetitive.

My bottom line is, if it costs me so much already, I will not let the guilty feeling to beat me. I still have important tasks to do.

My lord will not ask me bearing a cross that I am not capable of. Please lead my way.

Eason new album: H3M

2009-03-30T08:23:00.000-07:00

Looping and Looping

The song... The movie... Is the song written for the movie?

Dunno why, it is touching...

You know why? Please tell...

給自己的情歌: 遇見

2009-03-20T09:28:00.000-07:00

聽見　冬天的離開　我在某年某月　醒過來
我想　我等　我期待　未來卻不能因此安排

陰天　傍晚　車窗外　未來有一個人在等待
向左　向右　向前看　愛要拐幾個彎才來

我遇見誰　會有怎樣的對白
我等的人　他在多遠的未來
我聽見風來自地鐵和人海
我排著隊　拿著愛的號碼牌

我往前飛　飛過一片時間海
我們也曾在愛情裡受傷害
我看著路　夢的入口有點窄
我遇見你是最美麗的意外
總有一天　我的謎底會揭開

I miss you

Joanna Wang concert, Star Hall Kowloon Bay

2009-03-20T09:23:00.000-07:00

I love her live

although her concert is not very good.

We shall dance like mad di... Why not?

Moon River- Lisa Ono

2009-03-06T02:17:00.000-08:00

Art Fest 09, Lisa Ono

Her perforamce is neither perfect
nor particularly attractive on stage
But her voice is angelic
when the band is as silent as it can be

Vincent; Doubt

2009-02-24T08:00:00.000-08:00

A lovely night
complete the hardest part of my job
have my beloved sushi
watch a entertaining movie
touch human's dark side without overdoing
Loop a song to celebrate =]

Starry starry night, paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer's day with eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills, sketch the trees and the daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills, in colors on the snowy linen land

Now I understand what you tried to say to me
How you suffered for you sanity How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they did not know how, perhaps they'll listen now

Starry starry night, flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds in violet haze reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue
Colors changing hue, morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand

For they could not love you, but still your love was true
And when no hope was left in sight, on that starry starry night
You took your life as lovers often do,
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you

Starry, starry night, portraits hung in empty halls
Frameless heads on nameless walls with eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the stranger that you've met, the ragged man in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose, lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know what you tried to say to me
How you suffered for you sanity How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they're not listening still
Perhaps they never will

SC: Decalog is 5 times more boring but 10 times more inspiring than "doubt"... I am sure.
Of course, Meryl Streep is awesome - a church-run-school version of the devil wear Prada?
That is more than that...

Misty Night

2009-02-18T07:45:00.000-08:00

Self-blame

My effort may be simply no enough
Or my mental blind spot is larger than what I could have
Never a person paying attention to details
Always mistake-prone
Damn it Proofreading

Sad stories

Why finding me with your sad stories?
I never have a way out
All I can do is to listen
and share my own ones
with all my tears dried
and my wounds hidden

Although I should confess
that I love to hear others' stories
and I honestly think that
being listened is one kind of healing
and gratefully I have the capacity
to listen, analyze and feedback

Jogging

miss that for days
running between the blocks of building
and malls and traffic
the rain comes to my face
mixes with my sweat
flow into my eyes
my left knee is complaining
and wind is so strong
but the harbor scene in a misty night
is even better
and the satisfaction do tell
that you are living with purpose

給自己的情歌: Time of your life

2009-02-09T08:08:00.000-08:00

good morning, yesterday
you wake up and time has slipped away
and suddenly it's hard to find
the memories you left behind
remember, do you remember?

the laughter and the tears
the shadows of misty yesteryears
all the good times and the bad you've seen
and all the others in between
remember, do you remember
the times of your life?

reach back for the joy and the sorrow
put them away in your mind
the mem'ries are time that you borrow
to spend when you get to tomorrow

here comes the setting sun
the seasons are passing one by one
so gather moments while you may
collect the dreams you dream today
remember, will you remember
the times of your life?

gather moments while you may
collect the dreams you dream today
remember, will you remember
the times of your life?
of your life

Thanks J
It loops for the whole night
A self-spoiled fox
having coconut ice-cream
after another one-hour jogging
enjoys the moments of my life

給自己的情歌: singalongsong

2009-01-28T09:06:00.000-08:00

Cannot escape from it
Both EY and JK said his song has magical power
I dunno, but I wanna sing for the girls I love

I wrote this song it's not too long
cos' I've been thinking 'about you
I wrote this song maybe I'm wrong
To be caught up about you

Well I don't know what you think 'bout me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But maybe you could just lie to me
And we could be in love you see

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

I wrote this song it's not too long
Cos' I'm the one who loves you
I wrote this song this can't be wrong
I don't wanna smile without you

Well I just want to make you happy
but maybe you want nothing at all
and how I wish that you're meant to be
forever and a day with me

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

In everyway you mean more to me than you'll ever know
girl I'll do my best to show these words are true
and if you'd like to make a song and be a perfect harmony with me
I'd find the greatest words to sing so we could write our own romance

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

2009

2009-01-04T23:55:00.000-08:00

1. 學習獨處
2. 面對軟弱
3. 信守承諾
4. 關心家人
5. 打理家務
6. 操練身體
7. 聯絡朋友
8. 簡化工作
9. 自己遠遊
10. 尋找快樂
11. 想念她們
12. 向他禱告

別了2008

2009-01-04T23:12:00.000-08:00

1. 三十而立了
2. 姨婆回天家了
3. 爸爸和媽媽信主了
4. 妹妹搬家了
5. 和W分開了
6. 不敢再見到Z了
7. 公公走了
8. 7C上大學了
9. 第一次試有驚無險過度了
10. (負)資產了
11. 多謝你們(DW, JT, PRC, JL, JK, WHY, SC, LMF, JM, CC, EY, AF)在身邊最黑暗的日子也捱過了
12. 真的老了

給自己的情歌: My way

2008-12-29T23:46:00.000-08:00

很老土
郤很實在

還有什麼可要面對呢?
有什麼是我可以抓住的呢?

I will find my way
I want a different way
After the wind and rain
There'll be a brand new day
小時候受傷有人心疼失落有人安慰
現在遇到困難自己就要學會面對

一直就這樣　找我的方向
不理會別人　奇怪的眼光
直到有一天　我忽然發現
夢想已經在實現

等待快點過去多少個明天
看著自己已經慢慢長大一點一點
我的生活應該讓我自己學會掌握
相信自己　不怕風雨再多
I will find my way
I want a different way.
Nothing can stop me now
No matter what they say
困難要用我的堅強和努力勇敢面對
現在用心去追　感覺就對
I find my way

給自己的情歌: 天天想你

2008-12-11T08:58:00.000-08:00

封塵了幾年的結他也拿出來
我一定得的！

當我佇立在窗前
你愈走愈遠
我的每一次心跳
你是否聽見

當我徘徊在深夜
你在我心田
你的每一句誓言
迴盪在耳邊

隱隱約約　閃動的雙眼
藏著你的羞怯
加深我的思念
兩顆心的交界
你一定會看見
只要你願意走向前

天天想你　天天問自己
到什麼時候才能告訴你
天天想你　天天守住一顆心
把我最好的愛留給你

給自己的情歌: 天黑黑

2008-12-04T10:21:00.000-08:00

我的小時候　吵鬧任性的時候
我的外婆　總會唱歌哄我
夏天的午後　老老的歌安慰我
那首歌　好像這樣唱的
天黑黑　欲落雨
天黑黑　黑黑

離開小時候　有了自己的生活
新鮮的歌　新鮮的念頭
任性和衝動　無法控制的時候
我忘記　還有這樣的歌
天黑黑　欲落雨
天黑黑　黑黑

我愛上讓我奮不顧身的一個人
我以為這就是我所追求的世界
然而橫衝直撞　被誤解被騙
是否成人的世界背後　總有殘缺
我走在每天必須面對的分岔路
我懷念過去單純美好的小幸福
愛總是讓人哭　讓人覺得不滿足
天空很大卻看不清楚　好孤獨

天黑的時候　我又想起那首歌
突然期待　下起安靜的雨
原來外婆的道理　早就唱給我聽
下起雨　也要勇敢前進
我相信　一切都會平息
我現在　好想回家去
天黑黑　欲落雨
天黑黑　黑黑

19-11-2009 姨婆走了

The Magic Hour

2008-11-17T08:51:00.001-08:00

Everyone have his Magic Hour

What if you have missed your Magic Hour?

That is simple

Wait until tomorrow

There will be another Magic Hour

Everyone should be waiting

I should be waiting

天下無雙

2008-11-02T08:43:00.000-08:00

拖著疲倦逃離公司
傳了個短訊給她
投訴同事的痴線行徑

她新工上任也快半年了
如常地滿腹牢騷
不過比起教書
當政府工的生活還是愜意
最叫她抓狂的
假期是他媽的少

週五晚沒有會
到她辦公室接她放工
她錯愕又得意的表情
總是惹人憐愛

吃過了我最愛的一壽司
半推半就的哄她回家
在等待熱水時
我忍不住把她放倒在沙發
把她吻得氣喘呼呼

換上新的床單
唱機放著最愛的原聲大碟
她香噴噴地躺著
用螢光筆在她法律的筆記劃

把她擁在懷裡
聽著彼此的心跳
可就是這星期最美好的時光
我很清楚的
每當入睡時
我倆的手總是緊握著
生怕一放手對方就失去

＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊

忘記了跟你唱了多少遍
今天只想為你多唱一次

給我信心　當我未如願
披雨戴風　問寒送我暖
親切眼光　舒我亂和倦
從無更改　心照總不宣

長長路中　走到那裡生命裡
有你我方找到生存來源
難行日子　不削我對生命眷戀
因有著你跟我一起親愛的你

一次也不　推說亂和倦
一次你都　未曾去計算
給了再給　始了便無斷
無條件分　擔各種辛酸

從前沒講今次要說多謝你
我有你給的愛因而完全
誰人是我心裡至愛生命至尊
都也是你真了不起親愛的你

若問世界誰無雙
會令昨天明天也閃亮
定是答：你從無雙
多麼感激竟然有一雙我倆

一世慶祝　整個地球上
億個背影但和你碰上
想說你知　整個地球上
無人可使我更想奔向

(我的)黃金時代

2008-11-02T07:49:00.000-08:00

買了球鞋再買玩具
甚至想　花光一切買新居
愛上談情再愛入睡
直到想　躺進陌生者的家裡

你我永遠不肯定愛不愛誰
約不約定誰
黃金廣場內分手
在時代門外再聚

你和誰結伴前來
是否比我精采
自從前愛到現在
是哪個可一可再
你回來你不回來
儘管天蹋下來
但仍然值得與你
用餘下時間談論愛

吃喝完成再去玩樂
甚至想　天光之際看星光
吻你眉頭吻至寂寞
直到想　擁吻漫畫中的主角

你與我湊巧經過
就像在咖啡座
一個兩個三個
太悶或是太多

你和誰結伴前來
是否比我精采
自從前愛到現在
是哪個可一可再
你回來你不回來
儘管天蹋下來
但仍然值得與你
沒錯過甚麼再分開

(又) 中伏

2008-10-28T06:02:00.000-07:00

街邊太多人與車　繁華鬧市人醉夜
害怕下班等很久的車　排隊兼帶雨遮
一經信和暴雨瀉　沿著長龍又不想貼近些
擦過的肩　發現看見那熟悉嘴臉
沉默對望在這幾秒　亦有簡單問好不過少
然後再次說告別　像重遇那天

多少往事甜在心頭　夜雨觸花這景致令我憂愁
望見她的身影已無法佔有　我未有想過絕望看她走
分手兩字情絕不留　為愛傷心的聲線變了懷舊
愛不轟動了　什麼都嫌少　最終這片段完了

專心看車外遠境　嘈雜人群極之多惹塵埃
我卻走失　遍尋腳印　欠命中指引
如若結局是可改變　願我好好愛她的切點
重遇再散也夠絕　但嫌路太短

心酸往事停在心頭　夜雨觸花這景致令我憂愁
望見她的身影已無法佔有　我是再不要絕望看她走
即使告別仍舊守候　但我傷心的聲線已變懷舊
愛得轟動了　什麼都燃燒　最終這片段完了

街邊太多人與車　繁華鬧市人醉夜
害怕下班等很久　懷念很久也不夠

Loop 到三點呀下次唔好
SC 成左仙我唔係
(算啦，冇幾何)

唔洗自己中埋伏ga ma ORZ

時問

2008-10-25T20:13:00.000-07:00

我愈來愈喜愛自動錶

你不把它戴上

它就慢慢的停下

兩個人相遇

你還在三點半

我卻走到了七點

儘管開始時一樣

誰可保證

走下去的步伐

＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿

讓我有個美滿旅程
讓我記著有多高興
讓我有勇氣去喊停
沒有結局也可即興
難堪的不想　只想痛快事情
時間尚早　別張開眼睛

長路漫漫是如何走過
寧願讓樂極忘形的我
離時代遠遠　沒人間煙火
毫無代價唱最幸福的歌
（願我可）

讓我對這世界好奇
讓我信自己的真理
讓我有個永遠假期
讓我渴睡也可嬉戲
從今天開始相識當作別離
時間就似活多一世紀

無論日夜是如何經過
寧願在極樂當中的我
沉迷或放棄亦無可不可
毫無代價唱最幸福的歌
願我可

唯求在某次盡情歡樂過
時間夠了
時針偏偏出了錯

給自己的情歌: The Best is yet to come

2008-10-05T03:09:00.000-07:00

Each time Chet Lam goes to travel
when he experiences the end of a relationship
That is why his songs are so touching
as it is his actual feeling
and how he comforts himself

永遠有一個吻未嘗
有些燭光未燃亮
若愛太苦要落糖
結它斷線亦無恙
To hug someone
To kiss someone
The best is yet to come

若要錯失永不能守
得到也不代表長久
假使快樂有盡頭
痛苦也未會不朽
寂寞半點假如不能承受
這生命注定過得不易
笑與淚亦有時候

若你說不再聽情歌
不想再經歷這漩渦
假使抱住你拳頭
到底也沒法牽手

就是為了追求一時平靜
將感情隔離
半點感動都扼殺
沒法承受
永遠有不妥協傷口
有些憾事不放手
若你太刻意淡忘
越會補不到缺口

Why don't you just hug soneone
just kiss someone
The best is yet to come
最好的尚未來臨

給自己的情歌: 孩子先生﹣GIFT

2008-10-02T09:43:00.000-07:00

最漂亮的顏色是什麼顏色?
最閃亮的東西是什麼東西?
我一邊想像著你開心的模樣
一邊尋找著最棒的GIFT

常有人說想找到「真正的自己」
常有人說想知道「活著的意義」
當我用雙手將這個禮物交給你的時候
同時也能夠解開這些謎題就好了
你會願意收下這個禮物嗎?

無止盡旅途的最後是誰會成為「被選上的人」?
即使那個人不是我我還是會繼續走繼續走下去
因為有太陽溫暖的照射才會有陰涼的地方
這一切都是有意義的都是在彼此讚唱著的
所以不管在什麼樣的地方都能夠感覺到光

最漂亮的顏色是什麼顏色?
最閃亮的東西是什麼東西?
我會緊緊抱著你送給我的GIFT
永遠放在我的心中你看這禮物閃著亮光呢
會永遠閃亮下去的

真宵君, 淚目的不只是你啊！

給自己的情歌: 小情歌

2008-09-23T18:50:00.000-07:00

J's comment:
special simple sweet
It is a song which loops for days

這是一首簡單的小情歌
唱著人們心腸的曲折
我想我很快樂
當有你的溫熱
腳邊的空氣轉了

這是一首簡單的小情歌
唱著我們心頭的白鴿
我想我很適合
當一個歌頌者
青春在風中飄著

你知道
就算大雨
讓整座城市顛倒
我會給你懷抱

受不了
看見你背影來到
寫下我
度秒如年
難捱的離騷

就算整個世界
被寂寞綁票
我也不會奔跑
逃不了
最後誰也都蒼老
寫下我
時間和琴聲
交錯的城堡

His touching voice opens a route
to the zipped feeling
The lyric likes painting
a new brush of colour
on the dried canvas

給自己的情歌: 是我的海

2008-09-21T21:06:00.000-07:00

我學會了

在想念的時候

為她(們)代求

在沉溺的日子

為自己禱告

心情總會好起來的

這段日子是否沉睡中忽然哭醒過來
太多意外沒想要勉強我感慨
太多困難會讓人害怕看未來

你知道我不想離開
你知道我有多無奈
如果時間一直走的那麼快
我怎麼對你依賴

是我的海陽光的下午慢慢感染
當海不藍飛起的夢想都變塵埃

你知道我不想離開
你知道我有多無奈
如果時間一直走的那麼快
我怎麼對你依賴
淚流出來該怎麼辦

是我的海寂靜的下午默默離開
海也不藍轉過身不能再寵愛
我多想大聲喊我多不想明白
我只想唱來一些溫暖
在我們心裡不會腐壞

給自己的情歌: 無與倫比的美麗

2008-09-19T21:25:00.000-07:00

生活變了重點

少寫了這裡

有更多的時候

不願意再觸碰

那揪心的痛

Ｊ推介的Sodagreen

無與倫比的美麗

天上風箏在天上飛
地上人兒在地上追
你若擔心你不能飛
你有我的蝴蝶

你形容我是這個世界上無與倫比的美麗
我知道你才是這世界上無與倫比的美麗

你知道當你需要的夏天我會拚了命努力
我知道你會做我的掩護當我是個了逃兵

天上風箏在天上飛
地上人兒在地上追
我若擔心我不能飛
我有你的草原

很多時候

是逃不了的啊！

給自己的情歌: 歌．頌

2008-09-17T07:55:00.000-07:00

這幾個月

不能沒有它

去表達自己

所想所感

它是現代人的敍事

隨時地描畫

片刻的感動

更重要的是

有某些人

在此時此刻

分享著同一首歌

它　傾倒你要經沮喪與興奮　來自多少個極善感的心
誰把　感想冥想出快慢與起伏　經歷高低牽引　催促它誕生

躍動時如火星　恬靜時如水影
隨著動脈盡把悲喜照明　掏盡你心聲
開心處留仙境　傷心處融化心境
留下發洩的反省過程　縱使意難平　痛得高興

它　一小節也許足夠你抖震　提煉於透視寂寞的靈魂
從它　該知道你的快樂與不幸　一路有陌路人　陪你這一生

為路途留燈影　為劇情留剪影
流下逐滴淚風乾的旅程　留下你身影
為前塵留縮影　為未來留了光影
留下世界的兜轉過程　每一拍為這　時代做證

感謝永遠有歌　把心境道破
哪論動或靜　誰也有情　情緒有它撫摸

風景裡隨身聽　思想裡隨心聽
懷著萬萬萬個心的結晶　煉成時代最亮發聲
它可以　高得掩蓋砲火聲
迷惑你耳朵　呼吸性情　你想有共鳴　以心傾聽

給自己的情歌: 達爾文

2008-09-03T20:41:00.000-07:00

我的青春　也不是沒傷痕
是明白愛是信仰的延伸
什麼特徵　人緣還是眼神
也不會預知愛不愛的可能

保持單身　忍不住又沉淪
兜著圈子來去有時苦等
人的一生　感情是旋轉門
轉到了最後真心的就不分

有過競爭　有過犧牲
被愛篩選過程
學會認真　學會忠誠
適者才能生存
懂得永恆　得要我們
進化成更好的人

我的青春　有時還蠻單純
相信幸福取決於愛得深
讀進化論　我贊成達爾文
沒實力的就有淘汰的可能

我的替身　已換過多少輪
記憶在舊情人心中變冷
我的一生　有幾道旋轉門
轉到了最後只剩你我沒分

懂得永恆　得要我們
進化成更好的人

給自己的情歌: 落花流水

2008-08-30T10:28:00.000-07:00

許久之前我已經想點給自己
還有歌更能表達我的心聲嗎？

流水　像清得沒帶半顆沙
前身　被擱在上游風化
但那天經過那條提壩
斜陽又返照閃一下　遇上一朵　落花

相遇　就此擁著最愛歸家
生活　別過份地童話化
故事　假使短過這　五月落霞
沒有需要　驚詫

流水很清楚　惜花這個責任
真的身份不過送運
這趟旅行若算開心
亦是無負這一生
水點　蒸發變做白雲
花瓣　飄落下游生根
淡淡交會過　各不留下印

流水　在山谷下再次分岔
情感　漸化做淡然優雅
自覺心境已有如明鏡
為何為天降的稀客　泛過一點　浪花

天下　並非只是有這朵花
不用　為故事下文牽掛
要是　彼此都有些　既定路程
學會灑脫　好嗎

流水很清楚　惜花這個責任
真的身份不過送運
這趟旅行若算開心
亦是無負這一生
水點　蒸發變做白雲
花瓣　飄落下游生根
命運敲定了　要這麼發生

講分開　可否不再　用憾事的口吻
習慣無常　才會慶幸
講真　天涯途上　誰是客
散席時　怎麼分

流水很清楚　惜花這個責任
真的身份不過送運
這趟旅行若算開心
亦是無負這一生
水點　蒸發變做白雲
花瓣　飄落下游生根
淡淡交會過　各不留下印
但是經歷過　最溫柔共震

給自己的情歌: 櫻花樹下

2008-08-29T09:52:00.000-07:00

現你腼腆一臉　像櫻花萬千
懷念美好高中兩年　期望你的青春不變　
去到今天

未有過的愛情　但有種溫馨
歸家那單車小徑　沿路細聽你的歌聲
沒法再三傾聽　你的感動匿稱
維繫錯的一番友情　無奈已經不可糾正
太過堅貞

還記得櫻花正開　還未懂跟你示愛
初春來時　彼此閉著眼　渴望未來
人置身這大時代　投入幾番競技賽

曾分開　曾相愛　等待　跟你未愛的愛　
你說悲不悲哀

妙在之間變改　小小世界
眷戀　也許走不破　拆卸的街
少女亦隨年漸長　走得多麼快

如有天櫻花再開　期望可跟你示愛
當天園林　今天已換上　滿地青苔
如有天置地門外　乘電車跨過大海
匆匆　跟你　相望一眼　沒理睬
明日花　昨日已開

Decisive moment: Insomnia

2008-08-26T06:40:00.000-07:00

(By Ricoh GX200 at 5:30AM)

沉重的肉身: 誤會、諒解、意志

2008-08-26T02:42:00.000-07:00

生活是由無數偶然的、千差萬別的欲望聚合起來的，幸福的相遇-----相契的欲望個體的相遇是這種聚合中的例外，誤會倒是常態。

誤會就是不該相遇卻相遇了，本來想要遇上到一個你，卻遇上一個他/她，該歸罪於誰呢？在我生命想像欲望中你與他/她的錯置，就是人生誤會。

誤會是生命的自然狀態，走出誤會才能轉入生命的自在境地。人只能在諒解和赦免中走出誤會編織的生命之網。

諒解不是遺忘。強迫遺忘自己的受傷或不幸，等於受傷或不幸還在繼續傷害自己。

諒解傷害你的人和赦免自己偶然造成的過錯，其實意味著：活著、但要記住，意味著生命的愛的意志比生命的受傷更有力量。

諒解不是說受傷算不了甚麼，別人對我行的不義算不了甚麼；赦免自己偶然造成的過錯，也不是說過錯算不了甚麼，而是把我遭受的不義和不幸或我的過錯導致的不幸轉給了上帝的愛，這愛是上帝為了承負世人不能承負苦楚在自我犧牲中付出的。

上帝受傷是為了我們在生命誤會中的受傷不再傷害我們的生命想像，在受傷之後仍然相信生命中美好的可能性，把個體生命身上受傷和不幸的痕印化解成珍惜生命的意志。

~~<沉重的肉身，頁39-40> 劉小楓

沉重的肉身: 想像幸福

2008-08-19T21:32:00.000-07:00

人對幸福的渴望引發的對美好生活的想像，很可能變成對幸福的奢望，以至忘記了，幸福不過是秋天道路上陽光，斑駁、絢麗而易逝，甚至可能只是灑在秋日濕霧中的幻影。

一個人必須知道甚麼是自己可得的幸福。如果既覺得一種生活不可忍受，又覺得另一種生活不可企及，就是一個人對幸福的想像太過份了。

~~<沉重的肉身，頁172> 劉小楓

把幸福兩字換成愛情，可就是一種領悟。

給自己的情歌: 白玫瑰

2008-08-19T09:40:00.000-07:00

Suddenly this song has touched me
and I can understand the lyric now...

白如白牙　熱情被吞噬　香檳早揮發得徹底
白如白蛾　潛回紅塵俗世　俯瞰過靈位

但是愛驟變芥蒂後　如同骯髒污穢　不要提
沉默　帶笑玫瑰　帶刺回禮　只信任防衛

怎麼冷酷卻仍然美麗　得不到的　從來矜貴
身處劣勢　如何不攻心計
流露敬畏　試探你的法規

即使惡夢卻仍然綺麗　甘心墊底　襯你的高貴
一撮玫瑰　無疑心的喪禮
前事作廢　當愛已經流逝　下一世

白如白忙　莫名被摧毀　得到的竟已非那位
白如白糖　誤投紅塵俗世　消耗裡亡逝

即使惡夢卻仍然綺麗　甘心墊底　最美的姿勢
一撮玫瑰　無疑心的喪禮
前事作廢　當我已經流逝

給自己的情歌: 喜帖街

2008-08-12T18:37:00.000-07:00

她的新碟
我還是乖乖
的獻上奶粉錢
也不是沒有感動的

忘掉種過的花　重新的出發　放棄理想吧
別再看　塵封的喜帖　你正在要搬家
築得起　人應該接受　都有日倒下
其實沒有一種安穩快樂　永遠也不差

就似這一區　曾經稱得上美滿甲天下
但霎眼　全街的單位　快要住滿烏鴉
好景不會每日常在　天梯不可只往上爬
愛的人沒有一生一世嗎　大概不需要害怕

(忘掉愛過的他)當初的喜帖金箔印著那位他
裱起婚紗照那道牆　及一切美麗舊年華　明日同步拆下
(忘掉有過的家)小餐枱梳化雪櫃及兩份紅茶
溫馨的光景不過借出　到期拿回嗎　等不到下一代　是嗎

忘掉砌過的沙　回憶的堡壘　剎那已倒下
面對這浮起的荒土　你注定學會瀟灑
階磚不會拒絕磨蝕　窗花不可幽禁落霞
有感情就會一生一世嗎　又再婉惜有用嗎

終須會時辰到　別怕

請放下手裡那鎖匙好嗎

Decisive moment: Way out

2008-08-07T17:54:00.001-07:00

I wish I knew how to quit you.

給自己的情歌: 千億個夜晚

2008-08-06T18:18:00.000-07:00

更能體會歌詞裡的

真實和虛幻吧

再次看你一眼　然後靜靜獨自遠行
前面是個孤單o既夜晚
四處也覺冰冷　離別路上步步困難
長夜待我空虛裏習慣

誰願回看憂鬱的眼　舊事沒法平淡
偏偏要裝作平淡
憑著忘記將它沖淡　但是易說難辦
歲月已印在眉間

匆匆光陰如幻　天天空虛無限
落寞的雙眼　前面尚有千億個夜晚
OH... 終於歸於平淡
茫茫然走向　埋沒著我一生o既夜晚

Lonely won't leave me alone
Lonely won't leave me alone
Always by my side
Lonely won't let me fall in love

Oooooh everywhere I go
Always by my side
Lonely won't let me fall in love

Decisive Moment: 雖然這夜颱風

2008-08-06T17:57:00.000-07:00

Gift

2008-07-31T20:18:00.001-07:00

Buying a gift to the beloved one is always a painful process.

There are two roads you can take,

To play safe and buy something she surely likes

Or to pick one that may surprise her

I usually have the option one

showing my lack of creativity

Many says that the handmade stuff will be the best

which may never be true for me

as I have my poor skills in Arts proved by my Art teacher

Now I have a gift list in my iphone

should not waste any good ideas as it is as rare as the chance I can contact her

I becomes a collector of little gifts.

Although I know that well, I am writing off a lot of my energy and my money

Of course I have more than the little gift

I wanna to be an expert to cheer up her

the sad fact is that

If she love you, you mere presence will do the job

But now, I wanna cheer up myself…

給自己的情歌: 不能說的秘密

2008-07-29T18:36:00.000-07:00

很久沒胆播的一隻碟
有太多的回憶和眼淚

冷咖啡離開了杯墊
我忍住的情緒在很後面

拼命想挽回的從前
在我臉上請晣可見

最美的不是下雨天
是曾與你躲過雨的屋簷
回憶的畫面在盪著鞦韆夢開始不甜

妳說把愛漸漸放下會走更遠
又何必去改變己錯過的時間

妳用妳的指尖阻止我說再見
想像妳在身邊在完全失去之前

妳說把愛漸漸放下會走更遠
或許命運的籤只讓我們遇見

只讓我們相戀這一季的秋天
飄落後才發現這幸福的碎片
要我怎樣撿

累人

2008-07-28T20:31:00.000-07:00

想念一個人/很累

才一個月/還可以吧

這一年/不易過呀

看書/攝影/睇戲/旅行/記事

運動/開會/裝修/吃喝/玩樂

等待

等待和拖延的分別/就是懷著目的吧!

我不會輸的!

給自己的情歌: 酩酊天使

2008-07-27T18:44:00.000-07:00

長時間給一堆工作壓碎
讓細水將哀愁也沖去
別要擔心我氣餒　發掘閒來情趣
漸漸地淡化苦水

難忘你我也要生活下來
近況好如常地拼搏進取
一開心可以喝醉　倦了一覺睡
情緒便困進身體裡

朋友你悄悄遠去化作遠方的天使
仍間歇聽見你舊名字
翻開這相簿至少哭一次
你笑臉印滿相紙

朋友再與你說說笑笑已經不可以
而我要奮鬥每日如是
一天的奔波也許不止
活在你路過的小都市

隨時間過去固執亦下調
但有點無聊事叫我困擾
初相識　跟你拍照
但我黑了面
還記住你說應該笑

朋友你過去去過那個故居都空置
人氣店永遠滿座無異
將一些輕鬆笑話講一次
帶有你每個影子
難過　每一天都走過　生命是如此

珍惜的呼吸也許休止
活著已是最好的心意
I miss you I miss you

It has been looped for days.

It almost becomes my prayer.

Love, is to embrace the life already broken in to pieces

2008-07-26T11:42:00.000-07:00

7 years ago...

was the worst of time

as I had finished an 8-year-old-relationship

it was the best of time

as I was closest to God

as I was bravest in facing myself

and he sent an angel into my life

W, a girl lighten up my life

a girl who liked a poorest child

who was desperate about life

and I was the one who was willing and able to give

almost without reservation

I should say that these 7 years

painted my life with colour

We had tried many things

gone to many places

taken many photos

written many words

spent many days and nights

experienced many laughers and tears

My heart is roaring

I am not the kid 7 years ago

I have learnt to resist temptation in my daily life

I have tried every means to nurture our intimacy

our passion, and our daily living

to let our love to flow between us like a river

until I started building a wall to hide myself

to block God outside my heart

and ultimately blocked my power to love

and lost my connection with W

the colour of our love fades

I am not blaming W or myself

for the drying of the river of love

life is too tough in these year

and we are too childish

and forget to nurture ourselves

and also our relationship

My heart is in a thunderstorm

But at the same time

I am very calm and peaceful

There is a pair of eyes looking at me

And a voice whispering that

“Your homework is not perfect

But you don’t fail either

W has her limitation and her own homework

Your gentle heart and love is appreciated

so as your honesty to yourself and to W

Your decisiveness is a breakthrough

Your are training up yourself to shoulder the passion of life

and the mission of life

of yourself, and for yourself

Your finally realize that

You cannot be in a tide without a standpoint

As the tide will crush your life, your heart and the ones you love most

and you need to realize that

you cannot find the standpoint outside God

And most importantly

You cannot stand still without your will power

Or in a most realistic way, without a habit

that nurture your life towards God”

I am perfectly clear that

I have to be an anchor

for myself, and for my beloved ones

I really have changed

like what W has changed

W is God’s angel telling that

I have the power and skills to love

the genuine love beyond

passion and sex drive and the need of attachment

I have learnt the healing of love

With that I can face my loneliness

I will remember vividly

There is at least a gal who loves me without reservation

appreciates my tender and care

forgives when I have done wrong

This gives me courage

I am no longer a timid guy

What else should I fear?

Although I am not a toughest one

I will not fail again

Put it in another way

I won’t say sorry to the ones I love any more

as I will try my best to love them

after I have empowered by the love of God.

W, thanks for telling me that these 7 years are

as worthy as it can be

Thanks for telling me that

I am an angel of your life

In fact it is kind of healing

Despite all my giving to others

I seldom think that I am worthy of being loved

But your love embraces me

So that I don’t have fear any longer

I will stand still and fight till I die when challenges come

My life has broken into pieces

But the pain is worth more than gold

And the tears worth more than diamond

As I realize that again

Love is to embrace the life broken into pieces

That is HIS love in the cross

給自己的情歌: 他的故事

2008-07-25T01:54:00.000-07:00

I still remember what JL said

a year, is equavant to a century

in the timescale of love in this era

A new album of Hins Cheung

A new song that looped for days

他的故事

他心力透支　仍然想去試多次
他努力過　天也像說　都可以
天可做靠倚　然而天也有風雨
他確定了　一世願愛這女子
人人說著　多蠢　這種故事
長途遠路　怎麼會知

愛在盡頭仍是愛　因他可以去相信
寧願信　寧願信　如像有些感覺是最準
愛在未來才是愛　這是未來無字的一封信
沉默裡　期待裡　誰在叫他　不要急進

他盯著鏡子　為何好似個瘋子
他冷靜過　心也在說　很不智
天可在構思　尋求一個好開始
他繼續去　守愛著這好女子
無人勉勵　高歌　這種故事
窮人快樂　卻未停止

雨後為何還是雨　他總可以去寬恕
晴或雨　晴或雨　無論看多久也未會輸
愛沒盡頭才是愛　故事動人原在他的慷慨
唯望女孩亦會明白到他的愛

聽著很想知結果　他的經歷提示我
他的不惜一切是最美的火

愛在盡頭仍是愛　因他可以去相信
寧願信　寧願信　無懼怕便沒有愚蠢
愛在未來才是愛　這是未來甜蜜的一封信

沉默裡　期待裡　毋用揭開　只要相信

給自己的情歌: 償還

2008-07-24T07:07:00.000-07:00

從未將你的貼相
從右翻至左欣賞
從未躺進髮上
貼身搔癢怎會當尋常

從未聽你的拇指
撩動花瓣的聲響
從未真正放手
所以以為擁抱會漫長

償還過才如願
要是未曾償清這心願
星不會轉謊不會穿
因此太希罕繼續相戀

償還過才情願
閉著目承認故事看完
甚麼都不算甚麼
即使你離得多遠
也不好抱怨

從未等你的眼睛
從夢中看到甦醒
從未跟你暢泳
怎麼知道高興會忘形

從未跟你飲過冰
零度天氣看風景
從未攀過雪山
所以以為天會繼續晴

An old song that I love much

this song has lost its magic to me

Although I have make some mistakes

I should say that I have tried almost everything

I have given almost everything

to love a person in these 7 years

The sad thing is

I am qualified as a lover

but I am not qualified as an individual

I should learn how to be alone

before I start another relationship

with whoever I love

Mania+depression=bipolar

2008-07-23T09:48:00.001-07:00

After the 12 dosage of whisky

and a emotion turmoil

Now it is in the recovery stage

In fact I have given up any hope

But before I have my last try to contact her

her email arrived.

and I fall back into the hole

now I have a new found perspective

although it may not be working well

but at least I can find a way to put a full stop

to the affair that both of us are suffering

what is next is full of uncertainty

but what is certainty?

I really wanna chase my goal

with all my heart, my wisdom, my effort, and my energy

If I still lose, that will be fine

New habit, new attitude, new energy

That is what I am seeking for

I will draw the experience from the old failure

and don't the pain being wasted

The present is the result of the past

history cannot be ignored

At the same time

Bygones are bygones

looking at the rear mirror is meaningless

as people has to be forward-looking

Well, I can handle that

Give me a bit more of time

and some kind of enlightenment

and a health dorsal of pain

The cure will be ready

Decisive moment: Dawn out of my window

2008-07-23T09:19:00.000-07:00

It is beautiful

when you find another angle

another time

to look that your life

The best mistake I even made

2008-07-21T11:06:00.000-07:00

Sorry that I have hurt you

Sorry that I have bothered you

Sorry that I have troubled you

Sorry that I have annoyed you

I know that you won’t read that

I really wanna you never know that…

How much I miss you

How much I give up for you

How I break my life into pieces

How much tears I have because of you

I have done my best

To treat you as good as I can be

Although I know that it does not matter any longer

These months… are the best months in my life

Also the worst months

I’ve never thought that

I am so crazy about a lady

I am willing to give up nearly everything for you

Even if I already know that

You will not accept me

I still have the SMSess

the emails

the gifts

everything about you

I just could not forget you

How you share you story with me

How you open your weakness to me

How you share your dreams with me

If I really love you

I should never make you feel sad

I deserve to be in deep shit

while you don't

The only point I can convince myself

Is that you deserve a better guy than me

Much better one

I should disappears in your life

until we can face each other again

I really don’t wanna lost you forever in my life

給自己的情歌: 新生活

2008-07-20T21:15:00.000-07:00

這一個字母那一闕樂與怒
每一個月初的 8 號
這一帶別到這齣戲別再做
這種藍綠色不要亂塗
對你有過這麼深的愛慕
處處是記號

舊情太多新生活要好好過
世間要除去什麼
物証摧毀掉五千億個
也不要留低一個

讓我將生活徹底擊破
砌一個全新的我

將生活再清洗過
到底我還有什麼
就算摧毀掉五千億個
我心裡還有一個

給自己的情歌: 我願意

2008-07-20T07:52:00.000-07:00

Her b'day is approaching.

I just cannot stop thinking of her.

I have bought several gifts for her.

Enough for her 24 years b'day.

But I am pretty sure that

she won't want any of them any more.

Even if I send it to her

it will lying in the trash can

which my heart belongs.

思念是一種很玄的東西如影隨行
無聲又無息出沒在心底　
轉眼　吞沒我在寂寞裡

我無力抗拒　特別是夜裡　
想你到無法呼吸恨不能立即　
朝你狂奔去　大聲的告訴你

我願意為你　我願意為你
我願意為你　忘記我姓名
就算有一秒　停留在你懷裡　
失去世界也不可惜

我願意為你　我願意為你
我願意為你　被放逐天際
只要你真心　拿愛與我回應
什麼都願意　什麼都願意為你

What I can do for her

is too little, too late

妹妹點唱：分手要狠

2008-07-17T16:58:00.000-07:00

誰亦害怕背上開口責任

誰亦避免看見傷害人

然後亂說轉淡了可以做對良朋

還道歉愧疚說不忍

離開得夠狠搬走得更狠

刪走了電腦一絲一點烙印

手機都轉新寂寞亦別要找舊人

知己慰問我也記得不要犯禁

Frankly, the song itself is

not-audible...

給自己的情歌: 愛很簡單

2008-07-12T19:15:00.000-07:00

I have thought a thousand time

about my silly act

and cannot come up with a rational explanation

忘了是怎麼開始　也許就是對你　有一種感覺
忽然間發現自己　已深深愛上你　真的很簡單

愛的地暗天黑都已無所謂　是是非非無法抉擇
沒有後悔為愛日夜去跟隨　那個瘋狂的人是我

I LOVE U 無法不愛你 BABY 說你也愛我
I LOVE U 永遠不願意 BABY 失去你

不可能更快樂　只要能在一起　做什麼都可以
雖然　世界變個不停　用最真誠的心　讓愛變的簡單

I LOVE U　一直在這裡　一直在愛你
I LOVE U　永遠都不放棄　這愛你的權利

如果你還有一些困惑請貼著我的心傾聽
聽我說著　愛你 (yes I do) 我愛你

給自己的情歌: 旅行的意義

2008-07-11T21:53:00.000-07:00

你看過了許多美景你看過了許多美女
你累積了許多飛行你用心挑選紀念品
你迷失在地圖上每一道短暫的光陰
你蒐集了地圖上每一次的風和日麗
你擁抱熱情的島嶼　你踏過下雪的北京
你熟記書本裡每一句你最愛的真理
你流連電影裡美麗的不真實的場景

卻說不出你愛我的原因
卻說不出你欣賞我哪一種表情
卻說不出在什麼場合曾讓你動心(又或是已記不起)
說不出　旅行的意義

你勉強說出你愛我的原因
卻說不出在什麼場合曾讓你分心
說不出　離開的原因

勉強說出　你為我寄出的每一封信
都是你　離開的原因
你離開我　就是旅行的意義

給自己的情歌: 路, 一直都在

2008-07-10T16:41:00.000-07:00

Yes I don't wanna to miss some more chances, or somebody else

I insist to face myself

to find what (or who) inspires my life

to make myself more lovable

I nearly have the courage to face W, and Z again

穿過人潮洶湧燈火闌珊
沒有想過回頭
一段又一段走不完的旅程
甚麼時候能走完

That's just life
尋找夢裡的未來
笑對現實的無奈

Oh　我的　夢代表甚麼
又是甚麼讓我們期盼
又是甚麼讓我們不安

看不清的路又算甚麼
看不清的夢又算甚麼

Oh That's just life
徘徊到不再徘徊
重來到不怕重來

不能後退的時候
不再傍徨的時候

永遠向前路一直都在

路一直都在

給自己的情歌: 黑夜不再來

2008-07-05T09:31:00.000-07:00

I really owe W a reason, although the reason may be an excuse in her viewpoint.

Can she really understand?

Or It is me who really don't understand...

如果一呼氣一吸氣代表相愛
或者淹死我會更發現你存在
如果日夜一起想不起我曾被愛
難道分手會令感動再來

熟悉的想講再會
陌生的都很匹配
難怪我永遠懷念飛灰

如何不後悔

給自己的情歌: 我不難過

2008-06-30T08:24:00.000-07:00

我真的懂你不是喜新厭舊
是我沒有陪在你身邊當你寂寞時候
別再看著我說著你愛過別太傷痛
我不難過這不算什麼
只是為什麼眼淚會流我也不懂

就讓我走讓我開始享受自由
回憶很多你的影子也會充滿我生活

別在說是你的錯愛到了盡頭
是非對錯就讓它隨風
忘了所有過得比你快活

不要再說或許這是最好結果
現在分手總好過你不愛我一拖再拖
鬆開你的手離開你左右我向前走
這會是我真正的解脫

給自己的情歌: The Best Mistake I've Ever Made

2008-06-28T23:13:00.000-07:00

One step too far
All at once I’m falling
Just buring for you
Thought I could keep myself from feeling this way
I guess that was my first mistake
　　
Cause suddenly I’m walking
Down a dark street to your door
Wanting you is driving me insane
And now my feet are standing
Where they’ve never stood before
Guided by a twist of fate
　　
(But)If I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or right
I won’t be afraid
Cause even if my heart should break
You’d be the best mistake I ever made

And if tomorrow proves me wrong
I swear I don’t belong
I know I’ll carry on
　　
So I will lose myself and bare my soul
Take this chance cause heaven knows
I’m so far gone, my choice is made
And even if my heart should break
　　

最遙遠的距離

2008-06-28T15:47:00.000-07:00

給自已的情歌：失戀太少

2008-06-28T15:11:00.000-07:00

美好的　沉澱了
沒有火花不要燒
愛過的　成熟了
犯錯只因失戀太少

擦光所有火柴難令氣氛像從前閃耀
至少感激當日陪著我開甜蜜的玩笑

給自已的情歌：綿綿

2008-06-27T22:23:00.000-07:00

從前為你捨得無聊　寧願休息不要
談論連場大雨你窗台漏水　不得了

從來未愛你　綿綿
可惜我愛懷念　尤其是代我傷心的唱片
從來未愛你　但永遠為任何人奉獻
從來沒細心數清楚　一個夏雨天
一次愉快的睡眠　斷多少的髮線

鳴謝：SC之loop 左３日

給自己的情歌: Crying in the Party

2008-06-26T11:12:00.000-07:00

或有一天當你大了城府開始深了
年輕的眼水眼淚流光了便掛念曾經這樣了

是所有熱情已乾掉一發現已經成熟了